so much to do before boy2001 goes back to school, I can NOT believe he will be gone the whole day! I am so not happy about it and am going to miss him terribly! I want him to have his own life but I want to be in it!
I need to look into a babysitter for girl2006 so I can go once a week and volunteer in the classroom so I can keep an eye on the dynamics. I am concerned about him but I am keeping the faith that the grownups will keep it under control and that hopefully he will learn something.
I am also going to get some homeschool materials to have on hand in case I decide to pull him out. I’m not sure if we can handle it all but on the other hand I don’t know if I can stand having him out all day… I guess it will be easier because I will get all my work done during the day and be totally 100% ready to play when he gets home so it will be better all around. I need to stay positive about this but it’s really hard.
I really wish it was half day all the way through so there could be more time together with the family.